Later that day,Ryan was sitting with all the guys watching TV.
 
"Hey!I got an idea!"said Bam.  
 
"Let's do something to  Don Vito's car!",Bam laughed.
 
"Yea,let's do it!", said Raab,Dico, and Rake.
 
"What are we gonna do to it?" said Bam as he got up to go outside.
 
"What do you think Dunn?"
 
"What?" said Ryan snapping out of a daze.
 
"What're we gonna do to Vito's new car?" said Dico.
 
"How about we take the engine out?It's not visible.He'll never know what happened!" suggested Raab,laughing.
 
Bam started laughing. "Let;s do it!" he said.
 
Bam made to leave.

 

The guys all got up to follow Bam,except for Ryan.
 
"You coming Dunn?" asked Rake.
 
"No.I think I'll skip out on this one." Ryan said.
 
'They don't want me coming with them & messing things up like I normally do.'he thought to himself.
 
"Ok.You sure?" Dico asked him.
 
"Yea.You guys go on. I'll catch up with you later."

 

Ryan told his friends.
 
"All right Dunn.Have fun doing nothing!" said Raab laughing.

 

All the guys left except for Rake.
 
"What are you going do while we're destroying Vito's car?" Rake asked him curiously.
 
"Probably gonna make something to eat,then watch TV." he said.
 
"Are you okay Dunn?You've been acting really different lately."

Rake asked concerned."You're not acting like yourself."
 
"I'm fine." Ryan told Rake.
 
'I just cut myself because I want to die.Noone cares for me and I want it all to end.No problem'

 

Ryan thought becoming depressed.
 
"Are you sure?You can always tell me if something's wrong.We've been friends since we were like, 12 years old.You can trust me."

 

Rake told Ryan, sounding concerned & caring.
 
"I just haven't been feeling well lately,Rake.Nothing to freak out over.You'd better go or the others will  wonder where you are.You don't want to miss out on destroying Don Vito's new car."

 

Ryan said forcing a weak smile.
 
"They can wait,Dunn.There is something wrong with you,dude.I can feel it.I want you to tell me what's bugging you and/or what's on your mind." Rake told him.
 
"THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME RAKE!"Ryan yelled at his friend.
 
'Where did that come from?'

 

Ryan wondered to himself a little surprised about his sudden outburst.
 
All of a sudden he just felt really angry at Rake for asking him what's wrong.

 

He could find out too much & get him sent away.That was the last thing he wanted or needed for that matter.
 
He also felt they didn't or wouldn't understand what he was going through.

 

He didn't want to hurt them or take them down with him.But then again,he was really, really angry at Rake for trying to make him feel better.
 
'They all just want me dead anyway.',he thought trying to stop tears from coming to his eyes.
 
"Just go away and leave me alone,Rake.Please."

 

Ryan pleaded,not up for a fight.
 
"Ok Ryan.But remember if you need to talk or need anything,I'm here for you."

 

Rake told Ryan watching his eyes glitter as if he was getting ready to cry.
 
"Thanks Rake,but I just want to be alone now."

 

Ryan told Rake,wishing he'd just go & leave him alone.
 
"Ok.I'll catch you later,Ryan."

 

Rake told Ryan as he got up to leave.

 

"Bye Ryan."
 
'Thank god.' Ryan thought as Rake left.
 
He got up, and making sure no one was watching him or would see him went towards the bathroom with tears running down his face.