Ryan heard a gasp as the door opened.Standing there was someone he never expected.He just stood there looking,as his friend stared back at him.

 

'It's finally happened.I've been caught.Now they're gonna send me away somewhere because they hate me and don't want to deal with me' he thought to himself,horrified.

 

But then a voice inside of him told him that maybe the person standing in front of him,looking scared,shocked, and concerned,could help him.Maybe that person did understand what he was going through.

 

'No on will ever understand what I go through' Ryan thought to himself sullenly.

 

Ryan looked up as his friend started to speak.....

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"Ryan what are you doing?", he asked Ryan,trying not to alarm him, but still trying to stay calm.

 

Ryan just hung his head,as if he was a child being scolded by a parent.He felt scared for his friend's life.Ryan didn't answer him,just kept looking down at his wrists.

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'I could just cut as deep as I can & he can't do anything abut it.Or I could just slit my throat.Then he definately couldn't do anything about it' Ryan thought weighing his options.

 

Then another thought came to Ryan's mind.

 

'What if he tells Bam & the others?' Ryan's mind frantically raced.

 

"You can't tell Bam,Ape,Phil,the guys, or anyone else!" Ryan told his 'intruder'.

 

"They need to know Ryan!" he told Ryan,trying to sound concerned, but not too much to freak him own.

 

"No!"Ryan yelled at him.

 

"Bam and others don't care!And if they do at all, they'd be so disappointed in me, and they'd also be mad."

 

"Rake already mad at me for yelling at him, and telling him to go away!" Ryan told his buddy,tears already coming to his eyes.

 

"Dunn..." his friend said coming towards him,"You need help.Badly." his friend said coming towards him.