By iluvbam1610
 

Chapter 3
 
Tears streamed down his face as he searched for something sharp & his washcloth.He found a boxcutter & then recovered his towel from his secret hiding spot. 
 

'Life would be so much better for everyone if I didn't exist at all.' he thought to himself more tears falling down his face.
 
'I want to die' he silently thought,as he picked a place to put the blade....
                 

Meanwhile......
 
"Bam why won't my truck start?" Don Vito yelled at Bam.Bam started laughing.
 
"I don't know, Vito.Why don't you pop the hood?" said Dico.
 
All the guys started laughing.Vito went towards the back of the car.
 
"That's the trunk,idiot!" said Raab, as all the guys started laughing harder.
 
"Ugfhd flubba tine 2 pay aww deese REINDEER GAMES!!" Don Vito yelled at the guys rolling on the ground laughing.
 
He headed back towards the house,mumbling at the guys, when he ran into the screen door.
 
"He just ran straight into the screen door!" Raab laughed.
 
"Let's go & play a prank on Vito!" Bam suggested,still laughing.
 
"We'll have to go into town to get some supplies" Bam said, heading towards his Hummer.
 
"You guys go.I have to go to the bathroom & then I wanna play Mortal Kombat." Dico said wiping tears from his eyes.
 
"Ok, Dico.We'll catch up with you later." Bam said.
 
"OK. See you guys later!" Dico said heading towards the house.
 
"See ya,Bran" called Raab & Rake at the same time.
 
'I wonder where Dunn is?',thought Brandon.
 
He made a mental note to go and find Ryan after he went to the bathroom.

~**~

He breathed a sigh of relief & pain as the boxcutter dug into his wrist.Tears of pain,frustration, & relief fell down Ryan's face.
 
'I should just kill myself now & get it over with.I bet people would go"It's about time!He was so stupid!He ruined my life!"' he thought,crying more.
 
'Rake probably hates me now for yelling at him & telling him to go away and to leave me alone.'Ryan thought as more tears stung his eyes & ran down his face.
 
He took the boxcutter & put the washcloth on his new wound.A part of him wanted to die,just get away from all the pain.

 

And one other little,miniscule part of him,wanted to stay alive.
 
As he was looking for a new location to try to take the pain away,he heard footsteps.he watched in horror as the doorknob turned & the door opened......