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The Ghost of You
By Gave My Heart 2 Rock N Roll
He ran in the bathroom
and slammed the door. He locked it and turned towards the mirror.
He looked at his reflection. He saw his blue eyes.
And how red they were.
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she
could try....
He grabbed some Kleenex's and wiped his eyes. She had been gone for almost 6 months
now.But he still felt her prescence here. He could still smell her perfume in his room and on her pillow.
Yet he still
felt this emptiness inside. It made him mad, yet he weeped everyday and every night.
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
He remembered every little thing about her. Her smile, her laugh, her blonde hair and how it
always hung at her shoulder, her eyes....
Everything about her, to him, was beautiful.
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
He'd
been in a bad state ever since she left. It felt to him, like he couldn't pick up the pieces to his life.
Novak, Raab,
Dico.... everyone had noticed, but he just blew it off as stress.
They knew that she had left him heartbroken. But
they didn't know what they could do about it. They had all learned from experience, excluding Novak of course, had learned
about love the hard way. But not as hard as he had.
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She
dies......
He thought he was going to love her forever. That's what she told him, and he had felt the
same. But she had taken that trust and ripped it to tiny pieces. Along with his heart. He really couldn't see any purpose
in life anymore.
If he could't be with her, he would never feel happy again. He put his hands on the counter and his
hand fell on something hard.
"Fuck!" he cursed out loud.
He picked up the ring. It was the engagement ring he
had given her just a year ago.
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming
home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
He dropped the ring on the floor. He put his head
in his hands.
He missed her so much even though she had hurt him. He missed waking up in the morning and watching her
sleep/
She always loved to wear his Adio] shirts and Element shirts to bed. He thought that was adorable
and loved to see her wearing his shirts.
He didn't notice the tears starting to fall down his cheeks again. He looked
up at the medicine cabinet. He opened it and grabbed the razor.....
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me.....
He
watched as the blood eased itself out from under the razor and branch out from the wound.
He still didn't feel better.
He kept cutting different sections on his arms spontanously.
When he looked up at the mirror again, there was blood
everywhere and his arms were all cut up.
He couldn't take it anymore.
If I fall
If I fall (down)
He grabbed his gun he used for protection out of his dresser drawer.
He took it into the living room.
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming
home
Never coming home
He made sure that the gun was loaded first. then he wrote a note telling Novak,
Ryan,Dico, and everyone else what he felt and what he was going to do.
Dear Guys,
If you're reading this, then I'm probably already dead. I just wanted to tell you guys it's not your
fault. So please don't blame yourselves. I know you guys tried everything in your power to help make me feel better, but it
didn't work. I just feel so lonely and empty now. Ever since she left, I've fallen and can't pick myself back up again. She
was my whole world,my life. But I'm gonna go now. I just wanted to let you all know I love you dearly. It's just time for
me.
Love, Bam-Bam.
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming
home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
Bam went over to his jukebox. He picked out a song. It
was their favorite song together.
He knew they wouldn't find the note or his body until they hear the shot that would
ring out through Castle Bam.
Maybe then he could finally have peace. He would suffer no more.
He got the gun
ready as "Heartache Every Moment" By HIM started playing.
He closed his eyes ans put the gun to his head....
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
Novak
and the guys were outside riding their four-wheelers when they heard the shot from inside the house.
They took off
running for Castle Bam......
~**~
Heartache Every Moment
By HIM
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest
torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so warm
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With
you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with
you
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath
of god
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the
end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
That's right
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