Bet Ya Didn't see This Coming
By Jackass101
Chapter 5
This was to much to take in. My best friend Raab commited
suicide? No. He was to happy, he never seemed depressed or anything. Everything really was gone.
My love and best
friend.
Three years had gone by and every second Ville is in my heart and mind.
Now Raab would be the same.
Funeral...Three days later. Three days of pain, crying and blood. The funeral was small. Only the
CKY crew, and April was allowed to attend.
"Mommy, why are we here?" Forest asked, grasping my hand tight.
"For
the funeral honey, remember?" he stared at the ground. Raab was his best friend, the man who got up every day to watch cartoons
with him before he went to school, the guy who taught him how to skate board with "Style".
Both of his dad's were
gone. All of it was emotional. Forest seemed the saddest. He didn't cry but he would've if he wasn't trying to act so tough.
"Okay Jess, I'll just meet you at the house in ten," Bam said, before taking off to the Hummer.
I clutched
Forest's hand and led him to my black Hummer. I got him strapped in and we drove home. The house seemed empty without Raab.
You could hear his cheery laugh from miles away but now, it was just silence.
As silent as death. Forest was asleep
by the time we pulled up to the castle. I got him out and carried him to his room.
As my son slept, I couldn't help
but run my fingers threw his pitch black hair. He looked so very much like his father. His father he vaugly remembered.
We
never spoke of him, but I kept his pictures around our rooms. I loved my son, and I loved Ville. Sometimes I thought about
dying.
But if I did, I would leave behind the life I always wanted since I was a little girl. But if I did pass, I
would meet my soul mate again. The love we shared could be felt again as though it should had never ended.
But, then
I think again. I could never leave Forest. Ville would not want me too. So I stay alive, another day. Never having to touch
the cutter, for I promised Raab never to do it again. And I keep my promise, I cherish the promise with all my heart. I stand
up from my crouching position and walk away from the room, gently closing the door behind me.
"Hey Jess," Bam tried
to smile but I knew him better. "Hey," I floated passed him and entered my room. I layed on my bed and opened the familier
notebook and wrote a few words.
It was so hard not to cry infront of Forest.
He doesn't need to see anymore tears in
his life anyway. I ask
the lord again, why must
you take all the people I love? I needn't do
anything wrong. Raab has been my best friend
forever,
maybe he'll see Villie.
R.I.P CHRISTOPHER "RAAB" HIMSELFI shut the book and rested my head
on the pillow, closing my eyes I feel asleep and had my normal black dreams.
