Bet Ya Didn't see This Coming
By Jackass101
Chapter 2
It didn't even hurt anymore. It was the same old thing that
had helped me threw the tough times me and Ville had shared.
I looked down at my bloody wrists and cried. What was
wrong with me? Why was I doing this to myself? All this for love? But our love was diffrent. The world knew about it, but
the world ment nothing.
The only thing that we cared about, was that we both knew about it. I knew he loved me, with
all of his heart as he would say. I loved him just the same. What was I to do without my love?
So many questions, and
so many answeres. I turned on the water and washed away the blood. I watched it wash down the drain. Mixed it with the water,
it looked like a thin liquid.
Ville would yell if he knew I was doing this again. But he never yelled. His voice was
always soft and calm. His heart was the same. I dried my wrists and slid to the ground. I turned on the portably radio that
was in my bathroom.
Soul on Fire played. As I heard his voice, I sobbed into my hands. I looked up and sniffled.
But just for a moment, I saw him. He was dressed the same as he was this morning before he left to go on his ride.
He
smiled at me.
I love you Jessica... My eyes were dark and puffy. I smiled back. And before I knew it, he was
gone. "I love you too Villie...." I closed my eyes and daydreamed.
October 31st, 2003"Bam, I can't belive
you dragged me here," Bam jerked my wrist into the stadium. "Oh come on, It'll be fun," he promised with a cheesy smile. "Yeah
Jess, this band rocks," Dico said, pulling out his perfect grin.
"Fine, if Bran here says this band is good, they
must be," I joked. "Hey Bam Bam," someone said of to a far corner. Bam jerked his head to where the voice had come from and
smiled.
"Ville!" the guy stepped out from the shaddows. He had pitch black hair and the most georgeous green eyes
ever. Bam and him shook hands. "This is my friend Jessica Rush," Ville smiled, I was speechless.
"Hey," I loved his
accent.
"H-hi," I forced a grin.
Now....I was lost in the memory. When he was alive I barley thought about stuff like that.
"Villie...my love...I love you..." I shut my eyes tightly and breathed. And before I knew it, I was in a deep sleep.
