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Life Isn't Fair
By Grave
Chapter 16
"Ryan
get out now! Raab go find Dico and talk to him!" Bam said in a cold voice.
After the two had left, he looked at Novak.
He was leaning against the wall gently slamming his head into the wall, tears streaming down his face.
"Bran its ok.
Ry, he didn’t mean it. He’s got anger issues you know that. Come down stairs with me and Ill get you some ice.
And then maybe me and you can watch that channel, what’s it called BTE? no BET right? We can watch it and then go skating.
its ok nobody is mad at you. Ryan not Im not Raabs not. We won’t tell the Doctor you left. ok?" whispered Bam trying
to get Novak to respond.
Personally he didn’t like BET at all. He couldn't understand anything anybody said,
but Novak loved that channel and could spend hours watching it.
Novak finally open his eyes. His one eye looked like
shit it was bright red and swollen around the edges.
"I'm fine ok can you just leave me alone?"
"Nope sry
I cant do that, you never leave me in peace when Im in a bad mood so why should I?"
"I think you should get some ice
for your eye. It looks like shit and you might want to get some tissue for your nose. Want me to get it? Ill tell Raab to
take Dic and Ryan somewhere."
Novak sighed knowing Bam wouldn’t leave him alone. He needed a hit so bad! Just
one little hit and the pain would go away.
"Sure Bam."
Bam went down the stairs and saw Ryan sitting in a chair
staring into space and Dico looked so sad. Raab glanced up and Bam could feel his uncomfatableness.
"Hey Raab wanna
take Dunn and Dico out of the house for a little bit. I just want Novak and Dunn and Dico to cool down without each other."
"Sure"
Raab, Dunn, and Dico left the house, Raab mumble something about going to a Park instead of a bar.
Bam grabbed some ice and walked into the living room and called Novak down.
Novak walked into the living room,
his nose had stopped bleeding. He sat down on the couch and Bam sat next to him. He put the ice on his eye and got comfy.
Bam turned the TV on and found BET but Novak grabbed the remote and changed it to 'That so 70's Show.' (just for you pippie)
"I know you don’t like it so we are watching this instead."
"Fine"
After a Ts7S, Raymond, and
King of the Hill. Novak started to seem better. He was laughing and talking with Bam.
“How mad do you think
Ryan is right this exact second?” said Novak not taking his eyes off the screen.
“I don’t think
he’s mad, I think he’s worried. You know his parents made him move from Ohio when he was young because of drugs.
He tries to do what his parents did and help you out, only he gets so frustrate he just needs to hit something. So he’s
not mad and he’s probably ok now.”
“He had a drug problem? You such a liar Bam.”
“No
Im not kidding he moved when he was like 13 cause he started doing drugs. So he has a idea about what you are going though
and how tough it is.”
“O”
“Hey Dic, he never meant to tell us he just said he took
you and I got mad and pushed him and he got nervous and just said you needed someone to talk to and then the Heroin thing
slipped out and he tried to act like it never happened. I didn’t hear it at first but Ryan did and Ryan blew up and
Bran tried to tell him otherwise. So don’t be mad at Dico cause I swear to God he is gonna beat him self up over this.”
“I didn’t know that, he tried to stop Ryan?”
“yea he did, the same thing I told Dico
about you, if you guys just give each other a chance you two could be best friends. But you guys love to fight with each other.”
“I guess i shouldn’t be mad he did get me out of the house and I had fun for a couple of hours."
~~At
the Park~~
The three guys were walking, not notice the chilly weather. After a while they started looking for a place
to just sit. Raab noticed a play ground. Ryan sat on the only swing, Raab climbed ontop of the monkey bars and Dico sat on
the slide.
“I feel horrible, God Im such an ass, for once it was my chance to be serious and help someone and
I ruined it. God dammit. It just slipped out, like iunno why. Bam got so mad and I just didn’t want to have to be his
only help. I fucking hate this. When did becoming a friend get so messed up?”
“At least when you tried
to help him you didn’t kick his ass.”
“You know Novak doesn’t really hold grudges, he’ll
forgive you guys.”
“Raab shut the fuck up did you not hear him in there! He fucking trusted me with shit
he didn’t tell anybody he fucking cried on my shoulder and I swore I wouldn’t tell you guys! He fucking trusted
me and I always make fun of him!” shouted Dico throwing his body against the slide.
~~~At Castle Bam~~~
After
a couple of hours of TV watching Novak fell asleep. Bam grabbed a blanket and throw it over him and went in the kitchen looking
for something to eat.
He grabbed a coup of Ramin noodles and made some. He heard a car pull up and saw Raab, Dico,
and Dunn walk up. All 3 seem to be in a better mood.
“Where’s Brandon I want to so sorry and shit?”
said Ryan
“He’s sleeping on the couch. And Dico hes not mad at you anymore.”
“Seriously?”
“Yea I explain how you tried to act like you didn’t say anything and he was ok with it. And Im not sure
bout you Ry I think hes more like not so mad but a little mad that you beat him up.”
Bam, Dico, and Raab decided
to stay in the kitchen to give Dunn privacy.
He looked at Novak sleeping on the couch and suddenly wish he had taken
some breaths earlier, Novak looked like shit. He’s face was swollen and bruised.
He took a deep breath and walked
over to him and gently touch his shoulder. He could count on one hand how many wake-ups had been this gentle in Bam’s
house.
“Novak?” Novak stirred and opened his one eye and then the other.
“Yea?” his
voice was coated with sleep.
“I just wanted to say I’m sorry, I just got so scared that I was going to
lose you. I wanted you to know how much you hurt me by doing that shit and I showed you the wrong way. Friends?”
“Sure,”
“Alright why don’t you go back to sleep and me and you can talk later.” Said Ryan happily.
It
had gone so much smoother then he imagine but he guess it was because Novak was really tired and was kinda of out of it.
He
started walking towards the kitchen when he heard Novak call out
“Hey Ry, it doesn’t hurt really. I've
gotten hit harder.” And Novak fell asleep.
~**~
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